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Sunday, July 26, 2009

Superficial "Happy" Mood

I'm not depressed, feeling a bit "happy" but deep down, I feel like something is missing, or "Am I pretending to be happy?" ...
I wonder ....
I worry ....

I worry most of the time. I look for things to be worried about. I worry about my cats, I worry about not being able to have children, I worry about dying at 39 ...

I've started to read my first "inspirational" or "motivational" book by Dale Carnegie "How to Stop Worrying and Start Living" ... I am at page 65 ... from a week ago, didn't seem to be able to motivate myself to pass page 65 ....

"Those who do not know how to fight worry, die young" - Dr. Alexis Carrel

4 comments:

<< s| tED| >> said...

die young?? Fine!! i fight for it right now!!

be cool and pray!!
or in Malay

Bertenang dan berdoa :)

katztales said...

No1 fix for depression is exercise: jogging, dancing, swimming or an hour at the gym.

Farah said...

Bina, I believe your masters (cats) reduce of worriness that u hv.. like hw Bo did it to me..
Farah here, a slave to Bo :D

Keats The Sunshine Girl said...

Keep reading motivational books. They give us ideas to make the most of life.
Worrying does not help 'coz we are stuck in the same rut, altho we can't help it at times.