Dear Blog-blog,

Suddenly I feel so upset and lost, no sense of belonging, like a "Wilson" basketball in the middle of the ocean. This is the very same feeling when Boss T asked me to move out from the "corporate" room a very long time ago .... Boss T said "It is you, who don't have a permanent place", fuker, It was so very hurtful, considering the hours, nights, I spent setting up corporate, making sure all the sub-ledgers agrees, documents intact ...

But then again, life is just temporary (I wanted to say impermanence. but not too sure of the correct spelling!!!). Aaahhhh such is life Blog-blog. I feel like a failure at times. But what the heck, I am still alive!

Ya, Boss C ignoring me, so be it ... I have to learn to be compassionate about other sentient beings (wow! not bad ... after swearing! ) ...

Dear Boss C,

You can ignore me all you like. I don't even know where my mistake lies..
Maybe, I am the mistake after all...
Must be the stars creating havoc, after all, you are a pig (yes! pig! pinky pig!)
and I am a snake ...
Both creature are not meant for one another ...

I will sleep like a little babe tonite....

Dear Mummy,

I love you! I wish you well, wish I could turn back time, to 6 years ago, Ipoh Specialist Center and stop you from going to that angiogram procedure! I still love you .... never less, always more.... You know Ma, I miss your voice, your beautiful, angelic voice, your assurance that "fuck off with that job", mummy is here for you (and will support your 3 meals and roof over your head, no matter what!).

Wow! I amaze myself with my own writing at times!!!!!!!!