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Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Stone Cold

Yesterday.
Stone Cold.
There I was, stoned as the doctor tried her very best to locate my lil' blob.
Soon I realised that 'lil' blob' is gone ... no more little blob.
Both abdominal and internal scan found no sac.

As I absorbed the news, I stoned.
No reaction.
No tears.
I couldn't speak too much for there's a river of tears waiting to burst.

The specialist said to the intern as she took notes, "Complete Miscarriage".

In a way I am prepared for the bad news as I've been bleeding, spotting for a week.
Still, I hoped.
Hopes dashed.

Two miscarriages in 3 months, it gets very emotional wrecking.

Bye bye 'Blob'.

16 comments:

Old Kitty said...

Oh Bin! :-( I am so so so so so so sorry. I'm truly sorry. Please please take care, rest and recuperate. Big big hugs from me and Charlie!! Take care
x

Fage said...

:[ oh im so sorry! Stay strong!

Fuzzy Tales said...

Bin, I'm so sorry. I can't even imagine what you are going through....All I can do is send cyber hugs and universal Light, and get the boys to purr for you.

-Kim

Brian said...

Purrs and hugs to you my friend.

Cat-from-Sydney said...

Aunty Lupie,
(((((HUGS))))) Take care, ok? purrrrr *giggles*

doc said...

be strong.

try again?

meowwmania said...

be strong aunty Lupie...

pray n hug from us to you =^.^=

Hannah and Lucy said...

Bin - we are so sorry to hear this and know you must be so sad. We are sending you our love and gentle purrs to you and hope they will help. Please take care.
Luv Hannah and Lucy xx xx

celena said...

Am so sad to hear this. Stay strong and take care. Wish there something I can do to help you through this tough times. I am here should you need someone to talk to, regardless of time difference and any time of the day. Love you lots, my dear sis. Hugs.

Junior and Orion said...

We are very sorry to read this. Sending hugs and purrs to you!

~mrs azmi~ said...

be strong auntie lupie..

hugs from aly n coki

Au and Target said...

Oh Bin! We're so sorry. We're thinking of you. Call if you want to talk over coffee, cake, something fattening...

Jacqueline said...

Oh no, sweet Bin, I am so sorry for this tremendous loss...Twice in 3 months is devastating; I will keep you in my prayers...Wishing you comfort and peace during this sad time...Hang in there, lovely friend...hugs and love...J

The Chair Speaks said...

So sorry to hear this, Bin. Hugs!

m.q said...

be strong dear.
we will purrs & pray hard for you

stacy said...

I'm really sorry to read about this. I read your more recent posts, too. I hope you get all this worked out soon ...

Best wishes ...