Yesterday.
Stone Cold.
There I was, stoned as the doctor tried her very best to locate my lil' blob.
Soon I realised that 'lil' blob' is gone ... no more little blob.
Both abdominal and internal scan found no sac.
As I absorbed the news, I stoned.
No reaction.
No tears.
I couldn't speak too much for there's a river of tears waiting to burst.
The specialist said to the intern as she took notes, "Complete Miscarriage".
In a way I am prepared for the bad news as I've been bleeding, spotting for a week.
Still, I hoped.
Hopes dashed.
Two miscarriages in 3 months, it gets very emotional wrecking.
Bye bye 'Blob'.
Stone Cold.
There I was, stoned as the doctor tried her very best to locate my lil' blob.
Soon I realised that 'lil' blob' is gone ... no more little blob.
Both abdominal and internal scan found no sac.
As I absorbed the news, I stoned.
No reaction.
No tears.
I couldn't speak too much for there's a river of tears waiting to burst.
The specialist said to the intern as she took notes, "Complete Miscarriage".
In a way I am prepared for the bad news as I've been bleeding, spotting for a week.
Still, I hoped.
Hopes dashed.
Bye bye 'Blob'.
16 comments:
Oh Bin! :-( I am so so so so so so sorry. I'm truly sorry. Please please take care, rest and recuperate. Big big hugs from me and Charlie!! Take care
x
:[ oh im so sorry! Stay strong!
Bin, I'm so sorry. I can't even imagine what you are going through....All I can do is send cyber hugs and universal Light, and get the boys to purr for you.
-Kim
Purrs and hugs to you my friend.
Aunty Lupie,
(((((HUGS))))) Take care, ok? purrrrr *giggles*
be strong.
try again?
be strong aunty Lupie...
pray n hug from us to you =^.^=
Bin - we are so sorry to hear this and know you must be so sad. We are sending you our love and gentle purrs to you and hope they will help. Please take care.
Luv Hannah and Lucy xx xx
Am so sad to hear this. Stay strong and take care. Wish there something I can do to help you through this tough times. I am here should you need someone to talk to, regardless of time difference and any time of the day. Love you lots, my dear sis. Hugs.
We are very sorry to read this. Sending hugs and purrs to you!
be strong auntie lupie..
hugs from aly n coki
Oh Bin! We're so sorry. We're thinking of you. Call if you want to talk over coffee, cake, something fattening...
Oh no, sweet Bin, I am so sorry for this tremendous loss...Twice in 3 months is devastating; I will keep you in my prayers...Wishing you comfort and peace during this sad time...Hang in there, lovely friend...hugs and love...J
So sorry to hear this, Bin. Hugs!
be strong dear.
we will purrs & pray hard for you
I'm really sorry to read about this. I read your more recent posts, too. I hope you get all this worked out soon ...
Best wishes ...
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