Rob Thomas "Her Diamonds"

Oh what the hell she says
I just can't win for losing
And she lays back down
Man there's so many times
I don't know what I'm doin'
Like I don't know now

By the light of the moon
She rubs her eyes
Says it's funny how the night
Can make you blind
I can just imagine
And I don't know what I'm supposed to do
But if she feels bad then I do too
So I let her be

And she says oooh
I can't take no more
Her tears like diamonds on the floor
And her diamonds bring me down
Cuz I can't help her now
She's down in it
She tried her best and now she can't win it's
Hard to see them on the ground
Her diamonds falling down

She sits down and stares into the distance
And it takes all night
And I know I could break her concentration
But it don't feel right

By the light of the moon
She rubs her eyes
Sits down on the bed and starts to cry
And there's something less about her
And I don't know what I'm supposed to do
So I sit down and I cry too
And don't let her see

And she says oooh
I can't take no more
Her tears like diamonds on the floor
And her diamonds bring me down
Cuz I can't help her now
She's down in it
She tried her best and now she can't win it's
Hard to see them on the ground
Her diamonds falling down

She shuts out the night
Tries to close her eyes
If she can find daylight
She'll be all right
She'll be all right
Just not tonight

And she says oooh
I can't take no more
Her tears like diamonds on the floor
And her diamonds bring me down
Cuz I can't help her now
She's down in it
She tried her best and now she can't win it's
Hard to see them on the ground
Her diamonds falling down

While on our way to my hometown with Rob Thomas' "My Diamonds" playing on mixfm
Hubby : Hey, this is a song about lupus
Me : Huh, about lupus?
Hubby : Yup, I think it is called black diamonds, or something like that

I tried to listen very carefully
Me : Where got mention of "Black Diamonds" la
Hubby : Got la... something diamonds

Hubby, if you are reading this, it is "My diamonds" ... not "Black Diamonds".

Most lupies would be able to relate to the song. It hit me immediately when I read the lyrics. Tears that I cried, only god knows. No one would ever understand but I'll not let myself drown in self-pity.