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Showing posts with label lupus. Show all posts

Friday, May 23, 2014

A Little Break from CellCept (MMF)

Monday, went to the Rheumy, expected to be 'okay' - hey YIKES, nope.
Looks like my liver enzyme is elevated.

Rheumy thinks it could be some sort of stubborn infection, as my WBC is elevated too - taking me off CellCept for 5 days so that my 'immune' can 'fight' ... plus antibiotics to karate-kick whatever bug messing around.

OR, it could be that my liver are over-worked from all the meds (esp. CellCept that I am taking)

Heck.

Please, please don't mess with my liver. I haven't even settled my kidney issue!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Good news though, my albumin is up. Hooray!


My easily-bruised leg!!

 

Tuesday, January 14, 2014

Renal Biopsy 2.0

 
BED 24 !!
 
Year 2010 - Renal Biopsy 1.0
Year 2014 - Renal Biopsy 2.0
 
Coincident?
 
 


http://sillylupie.blogspot.com/2010/02/outta-ward-7b-nephro-kidney-bx-hospital.html
 



Survived my renal biopsy!

Had my renal biopsy late morning yesterday - after much pestering, I am allowed to go home same day, in the evening.

This time, the doc seems to be in a hurry for clinic duties, so, it was a little bit uncomfortable - especially when she was trying to numb the area (injecting very quickly) AND when she took the second sample!!

Ouch ... still having sore back.

Two weeks wait before I get my results ... hopefully they DO NOT lose my precious kidney samples!!!

Did I mention that back in year 2010, I had my biopsy two weeks or so before Chinese New Year?
Looks like it is the same this year! Chinese New Year 2014 falls on 31/1/2014!

Talk about coincident!

P:S:- Thank you bloggie friends for dropping by with encouraging words! Love you lots!!!

 

Sunday, January 05, 2014

Rant 2014 # 1 - Thought a Fellow Lupie Would Understand ? Think Again ...

A fellow Lupie sent me a message on FB - asking "How are you?"

I didn't reply.

I was out on a little family trip. Plus mobile reception sucks so it gets on my nerve waiting for never-ending 'loading'.

This fellow Lupie was so upset that she posted on her FB status that ".... someone with the same illness ignored her. Saying how much she has done for me blah blah ... and how she took time to reply my message even though she has very limited credit left on her phone ... blah..."

Immediately I SMSed her, saying I am sorry if I hurt her .....

She ignored my text messages.

Sometimes, I think my cat friends understand me better. They have never 'judged' me when I am all quiet and do not reply to messages. I have brain fog very often. I do not know what to write. I do know where to start. This is just me.

I must say, this friend had given me many valuable advices when it comes to caring for my baby. I appreciate her help but she is 'expecting'. I fail big in meeting 'expectation'.

When lupus was flaring, we text'ed' each other for support...
When she had problem getting sunscreen, I sent mine to her - no $$ exchanged hand.

Am I really such a bad friend?
 

Monday, September 09, 2013

Sophia and Her "disappeared" Inguinal Hernia


So, we were at Hospital Selayang for Sophia's appointment at Pediatric Rheumatology. 
Can you believe it, she's 6 month-old (young!)!
Now, measuring 62 cm and weighs about 6.5kg!

The story about her inguinal hernia? It sort of 'disappeared'.
We asked the doctor for his opinion, he checked and he couldn't feel it too.
He told us that there is a 10% chance where inguinal hernia resolved by itself as muscles strengthens, so perhaps Sophia is the lucky 10%! Yay!!

We have an appointment to see the Pediatric Surgery at the clinic in October and hopefully they will share the same opinion!

As you can see in the photo, she has this big white cotton bandage over her hand.
Yes, they took many vials of blood.
Poor Sophia was crying out so loud. We can only hear her screams as we were not allowed to watch.
Achy! Heart feels so achy.

Hope her blood tests are okay.
Hope my stupid, weird auto antibodies are NOT in her system.

Note : 

Autoantibodies directed against Ro/SSA and La/SSB autoantigens were originally identified in patients with Sjögren’s syndrome and systemic lupus erythematosus (SLE). Subsequent studies showed that anti-Ro/SSA antibodies may be present in patients with other autoimmune diseases, including systemic sclerosis, idiopathic inflammatory myopathies (IIM), primary biliary cirrhosis (PBC), and rheumatoid arthritis (RA). Additionally, anti-Ro/SSA antibodies (with or without anti-La/SSB antibodies) identify pregnant women who are at increased risk of having a child with neonatal lupus syndrome. 

 Neonatal lupus (NL) is a passively transferred autoimmune disease. It occurs in about 1 to 2 percent of babies born to mothers with autoimmune disease, primarily systemic lupus erythematosus (SLE) and Sjögren’s syndrome, and antibodies to SSA/Ro and/or SSB/La

Friday, August 02, 2013

Today is Friday! Today is Friday! Today is Friday!

Today is Friday.
It is NOT Wednesday!

I lost track of days.
Seriously - two days.
I lost track of two days!

I was so sure today is Wednesday.
I even argued with my hubby ... until I checked the calendar on my phone.

This is worrying.
I remember this ONE time when the doc thought I had some mental issues ...
He asked "What day is today?"

Tomorrow is Saturday! Tomorrow is Saturday! Tomorrow is Saturday!

I must get a BIG CALENDAR!

Could be lupus fog!

Tuesday, February 05, 2013

Possibility of Early Delivery ...

Just when I thought no doctor cares ....

Ring, ring goes my phone and it is Dr. E !!!
Yes, Dr. E - I've only met him once, last week ...

Now, Dr. E is referring me to see an OBGYN specialist - Dr. Y.
Finally, seeing an OBGYN specialist!!
Prior to this, I've only been seeing the MOs ... and trust me, they can be pain in the ass ... leaving you blur and blur'rer' after each appointments....

So, tomorrow - I am getting a referral letter from Dr. E to see Dr. Y.
Dr. E mentioned possibility of early delivery as my lupus is ain't that 'quiet' ....

Wish me luck!
Hope I get good, compassionate, kind doctors who know what they are doing!

Tuesday, January 22, 2013

Today Is a Good Day to Pee!!!


Another 24 hours urine collection!
My last 24 H results showed I'm leaking 1.0g protein in a day - not good!

Hoping for better results this time.

Thursday, November 01, 2012

Oh My Meds ....


Meds Oh Meds...
Let see what I have....

75mg Azathioprine
75mg Aspirin
15mg Prednisolone
600mg Ferrous Fumarate

and....

Obimin, Calcium and Folic Acid...

Next doc review on 7 & 15...
Please let me have some good news!

Friday, March 09, 2012

Angry Birds

!#@$$@%$# - Fingers Swollen, Muscle ache, Joint Pain - feeling ancient ...
Deja-Vu?

At least I am still able to type.

I must stop playing Angry Birds!!!!
Long hours of trying to elastic birds to kill pigs is not good for lupus

Thursday, November 03, 2011

2.26 am .... And Me Legs hurt ..

I get this pain on me legs when it is the monsoon season, towards the end of the year.
It hurts.
I can't sleep.
I hate IT!!!!!



Wolfie : Mom ... you are just like the computer - OLD.


Friday, September 23, 2011

Stubborn

If my 'lil blob would have continued, and grow, I am sure he'll be one very stubborn child.

I've not been blogging as my mind is all messed-up.
At this point of time, I feel like kicking the OBGYN doctors in Selayang Hospital.

One word - F###

After my miscarriage last month and a scan that showed not further medical intervention required - I am happy because it means I can move on. My bleeding was not very heavy and it stopped after a week.

One fine day. I did a UPT test and there it was, a faint positive line.
I thought to myself, "Hey, I must be a cat! I ovulate when in heat, in presence of sperm! How cool is that?"
My happiness turned into worri'ness' when the lines weren't getting darker.
It got slightly darker, then remained at the same shade.

I waited for 2 weeks, went to the hospital and as usual their crappy UPT can't detect anything - negative.
I know there's HCG in my system somehow. I went to a nearest GP for a Beta HCG test.
Got my result on Monday, it was 70 and I have been spotting.
Hmmmm....

I waited for another week. Why another week? Well, I had a  follow-up Nephro. Two causes, one trip to hospital. So fine. I am such a great planner .... :)

I took my blood report to the OBGYN reception. I explained to her I had a miscarriage last month and I am worried of three things. First, I am now pregnant and going through another MC. Second, there are leftover cells from my previous MC. Third, something else?

30 minutes later, the receptionist said to me. "The doctor" said go take another UPT, if it is negative and based on your blood result, "You are NOT PREGNANT". I asked her if  "The doctor" looked through my 'medical records', apparently "The doctor" DID NOT.

I persisted, I said that I have lupus and asked that "The doctor" look at my medical records. After 10 minutes or so, "The doctor" decided to see me.

I went in, there's a blur-blur sotong staring at me. I asked for my last beta HCG done in the hospital a month ago, it was 60. HCG should be going down, not up after miscarriage - in theory.

Then "The doctor" came and first thing she said to me "You are NOT PREGNANT" ....

Oh #$$%#%#$  ... the way she make it sound like I was some kind of "mom-wannabe" mentally challenged freak.

Without looking at my records again. She went on explaining that HCG takes a while to come down and how it halves every 48 hours. Hmmm...
Then I said to her, a month ago it was 60, check my records. Now it is 70?

Again she said "You are NOT PREGNANT" ...

Then she explained that lab machines are different, therefore could be reason for the increase by 10 to 70. Hmmm... Come on. This is after one month! If my blood result is showing 25 or so, I wouldn't even be bothered!

Anyway after much facts arguing  discussion, she said I acted 'defensive'.
Well, get turn away often and you'll know how to defend!

At the end, she ordered another beta HCG. She then did an abdominal scan, which was like less than 2 minutes and I asked her if there's anything left in there, she said "nothing". I am very skeptical over her 'scanning' skills.

Plus, she 'fingered' me to check and didn't telling me what it was for!!!!!

I requested for medicine to encourage menstruation and of course, she said that I wait. #@%@$#%##%

So, to see them again on 3/10.

I hate waiting, so, today, I went to see a private OBGYN clinic with my results for a second opinion.
Yup, it is not normal for HCG to stay on after a month of miscarriage.
Should be preferably less than 5.
He, (yes, doctor a 'He') scanned and unlike "The doctor" in Hospital Selayang - he did it thoroughly and detected a 'mass', he said it could be leftover cells.
He tried to remove it but was 'too deep' -  he did showed me some white tissues which he managed to reach.

Here I am now with pills to speed-up menstruation and hopefully flushes IT out and some antibiotics.

I am totally pissed with OBGYN's "The doctor" in Hospital Selayang.
It doesn't mean that if it is under GOVERNMENT it should be SUB-STANDARD!!!

I pray that IT (is indeed a leftover cells), flushes out completely, I won't have any complications and can go on heat as soon as possible... hehehehe ......

Gosh, it feels so good to rant!

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Stone Cold

Yesterday.
Stone Cold.
There I was, stoned as the doctor tried her very best to locate my lil' blob.
Soon I realised that 'lil' blob' is gone ... no more little blob.
Both abdominal and internal scan found no sac.

As I absorbed the news, I stoned.
No reaction.
No tears.
I couldn't speak too much for there's a river of tears waiting to burst.

The specialist said to the intern as she took notes, "Complete Miscarriage".

In a way I am prepared for the bad news as I've been bleeding, spotting for a week.
Still, I hoped.
Hopes dashed.

Two miscarriages in 3 months, it gets very emotional wrecking.

Bye bye 'Blob'.

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Blood Test ... again ...

Thankfully, I met a Type 1 today.

My apologies for failing to elaborate on the existence of the Type 3 nurse, one who pokes, pokes, pokes and can't get the blood out! :)
Even a "doc" recognises the existence of this very special "type".
(P:S: The "doc" who commented is really a "doc"!)

Come Monday, it will be another medical review / follow-up appointment.
My hair is getting thicker (so is my waist ... heheeheee)
My knees are behaving,
I feel 'okay' overall BUT what if my inside is screwed?

Well ... we will know Monday.

P:S: It took me a record-breaking time of 45 minutes going round, round and round before I finally found a nice, cramp, illegal spot to park my car this time!

Monday, May 09, 2011

Blood Test ...

When it comes to nurses drawing blood, there are two types.

Type 1 who pokes you lighty and draw slowly ... not-so-painful
Type 2 who pokes you deeply and draw very quickly... freaking, !%$@#!% painful.

I met Type 2 today.

Sigh ....

Who will I met on Wednesday, I wonder.

Till Wednesday ... let me end this post with ...


Gold Banana - RM 2.41, taste is priceless ... 


Thursday, May 05, 2011

Summer : Is That Really You, Mommy?


Mommy : Yes, and that's Lady Gaga on your left.

Writing credits all to Au's Mom.
Photoshop worked very well, I am so pretteee, I am speechless.
Okay, now is time to ... puke.


May is Lupus Awareness Month.
"Someone You Know Has Lupus"

Friday, March 11, 2011

Benlysta (Belimumab) : To Treat Lupus

Yay!
Benlysta (Human Genome Sciences / GlaxoSmithKline), the new breakthrough drug for lupus.
Especially for Lupus.
Approved by FDA to treat lupus!

So, why are all Lupie's' so excited?
Well, this may come shocking, but there are only 3 drugs approved to treat lupus by FDA, namely Asprin (1948), Corticosteriod & Plaquenil (1955) up until now, Benlysta (2011)

Hold your horses though (cats for some of us ...)

Here are two interesting facts on Benlysta :-

Although African American are known to be more predisposed with Lupus, yet, in clinical studies, they have shown not to respond to Benlysta. (How about Asians?).

And, cost of Benlysta ...... drum roll pls .......
Estimated at USD 35,000 per annum , translated into RM 100,000 (a year!!!!!)
Cellcept that I'm taking, costs about RM 15K - 20K a year and I had to step on "many" feets to get it.
Imagine Benlysta, I need to take someone 'hostage'?

How does it work?
Will it cure, induce remission or ... just control (like all the other drugs?).
I don't know.

The price tag is beyond rich  reach to me at the moment, but, well, who knows? I might strike a lottery one of these days.

Benlysta will probably take another 5 years before it reaches our, ahem, mighty nation. (Hopefully, no drug recall by then)
Another 10 years for generic?

Sigh ...

Oh well, at least, it is a start ...

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Yay or Nay : MSM (Methylsulfonylmethane) & Lupus


I am so freaking frustrated.

I'm a very skeptical person when it comes to complementary medicines.
I've heard horror stories of lupus patient with herbal remedies.
I've avoided them most of the time.

Heck, I even suspected Herbalife as partly responsible for my flare in 2006.
Again, I have to consider the fact that I was under a lot of work stress in 2006.
Over-worked in an incompetent environment!

Anyway, back to my title :- MSM (Methylsulfonylmethane) & Lupus.
Why is this unemployed Alice frustrated?

Well, a couple of days ago - I nicely posted on the local chapter of SLE Malaysia FB page wall regarding MSM (Methylsulfonylmethane).

It goes like this :-

*****

Anyone heard or used of MSM (Methylsulfonylmethane) ?
I am not a person into supplements but have read some convincing reviews about it. Also, it is listed under "supplements may also help" for SLE in University of Maryland Medical Center.
http://www.umm.edu/altmed/articles/systemic-lupus-000161.htm

(At this point of posting, I've done many internet searches relating to MSM)

*****

They then responded :-

Our doctor says that there is little study on humans to prove or disprove this. He has referred us to the info given at:
http://www.quackwatch.com/01QuackeryRelatedTopics/DSH/msm.html
The bottom line states that no published research studies link MSM to any of the health claims made by its marketers. Sulfur needed in human metabolism comes from dietary protein. MSM supplements probably make little or no contribution to the body's sulfur requirements. Thus there is no good reason to use MSM supplements.

(I did read about it in QUACKWATCH, but it was in 2001.)

*****

I then replied.

The quack watch was in 2001 (done by a Clinical Dietitian), before this study
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/16309928 ?

*****

The doctor then replied :-

Yes I did read about this study with regards to osteoarthritis. There has been no study with regards to SLE patients. It is a very small study and even the study suggested that more needs to be explored. The effects need to be replicated and consistent in larger trials to prove its effectiveness.

Although the trial shows promise it was done by individuals in the herbal world and the patients were obviously exploring the herbal practitioners making the study population biased. Having said this, if there is someone with the full paper, please send it to us for scrutiny.

The other thing is, since 2004 there were no more studies published in medical journals. Why? If it was so promising, then one would expect more papers looking into this.

(DUH? Then why quote the QUACKWATCH in the first place! And quoted "Individuals in the herbal world???" And study 'biased'? Why on earth would any lupus patient has full paper of the studies?? How would we know why there are no further papers / research)

*****

I, still trying to discuss further then posted that MSM was mentioned in the local newspaper :  http://thestar.com.my/health/story.asp?file=%2F2010%2F10%2F10%2Fhealth%2F7174109&sec=health where it was mentioned that Arthritis Foundation of America recommends using MSM, (I can't find the link though..)

I then posted :-

Thanks - I appreciate the feedback.
I am careful with what I take, even supplement.

I do not defend MSM as I'm not even taking it. Just an open discussion to see if there's anyone with experience

I know MSM is largely marketed overseas for joints issue, and I am looking at it as a supplement for my joint, not SLE.
My knees hurt when going up and down the stairs but x-ray shows nothing, thus no drug prescription.
And, also for my hair. :)

Operative word "supplement".

As mentioned above, I am equally surprised when I found MSM listed in the above website of University of Maryland Medical Center as "supplements may also help" for SLE.

I do not know why there were no human studies after 2004, but there are animal studies for osteo and liver sometime in 2008(?)

http://www.fasebj.org/cgi/content/meeting_abstract/22/1_MeetingAbstracts/1094.3?maxtoshow&HITS=10&hits=10&RESULTFORMAT&author1=Amiel&andorexactfulltext=and&searchid=1&FIRSTINDEX=0&sortspec=relevance&resourcetype=HWCIT

http://www.fasebj.org/cgi/content/meeting_abstract/22/1_MeetingAbstracts/445.8?sid=bcb1464c-dcc7-4676-9cb0-ced345ac44e8

Don't think these are "herbal people" doing research on mice (or rabbits).

*****

Then silence ...

*****

I then submitted a link of MSM - FDA GRAS ..

Also, in 2008 - FDA GRAS (Generally Recognised As Safe) - http://www.fda.gov/Food/FoodIngredientsPackaging/GenerallyRecognizedasSafeGRAS/GRASListings/ucm153891.htm

Submission for GRAS - http://www.accessdata.fda.gov/scripts/fcn/gras_notices/grn000229.pdf

*****

1/2 hour later they replied :-

If it is classified GRAS by FDA for mice & humans, hope it also means that SLE patients can tolerate it. Anyone wants to test it out? : )

(DUH! Mice and Human? I can sense their sarcasm at this point of time! Probably hoping I try it and drop dead!)

*****

Nevermind, End of Discussion, I said

*****

Wouldn't it be more professional not to quote the QUACKWATCH (which was last updated in 2001) and say something like :-

"MSM benefits has not been tested in context of SLE (Lupus), although there are limited studies to show that it may be beneficial towards joints / connective tissues. It will be good to discuss with your doctors and keep your blood works in check should you decide to take this supplement" - Dr. Alice-Wannabe!

To me, MSM is like Vitamin C.
To some, it makes a huge difference, to the other some, probably nothing.

However, to link it to "QUACKWATCH" is simply inappropriate, especially if it is outdated. Having not even considered that it was submitted for GRAS (2008) and listed in University of Maryland Medical Center as "supplement may help" for SLE. (You don't see many supplements being listed!!!).

From QUACKWATCH in 2001, to GRAS 2008, listed in UMMC, it must mean something?

I really need to get hold of Dr. Stanley Jacob's book "The Miracle of MSM".
Not now though - I'm unemployed!

P:S: To all lupus friends who have tried MSM, whether working, worked or not, pls do feel free to leave comments!

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Queen Lupie

With a crown.
I shall bestow upon myself, a title befitting myself  - Queen Lupie
(yikes! what sort of English is that?)
Heck, the crown is not even fitted yet!

My soon-to-be-fitted-crown-may-look-like-this.


Hmm ... maybe not that 'gold' ..
Probably 'nickle' ..
Heck, I don't know.

My super huge filling (of my upper left molar) "dropped / chewed / cracked" off yesterday (Happy Valentine's Day!) while I was having a bun! Hmmmm....
I panicked as today is a Public Holiday in Malaysia 
(Today's my "Chinese (i.e. Lunar)" Birthday too!)

Still, with the purrs of the kitties indoor and outdoor, I've managed to see a dentist today to resolve my woes, temporary at 32T Dental Clinic. (Dentist in Puchong area)
To put it short, I need a crown, for I'm a Queen with mighty ....  small coffer.
I shall revamp the tax structures!!
The people shall pay for my Crown ... muahahahah...
Still,
If only there are tax payers.
Sigh.

Another lupus ranting brought to you by sillylupie.com.

P:S: Not all bad - I was at Hospital Selayang yesterday and the Nephrology doctor wrote "Renal Remission" Yay!!



My medications are now slowly being tapered down to lowest possible maintenance dosage!
Yay!!

And I'm getting a crown soon...
Yay!!
(This is when the Credit Card comes into the picture.)

Long Live the Queen!!

Friday, February 11, 2011

Fitnesse Friday

Faitnesse Friday ...


Well, too much of CNY goodies is definitely no-good for someone on steroid like me!!!
Time to rectify!!

Lucky thing, Nestle Malaysia has this super promotion .. Buy One Box of Fitnesse Cereal, FOC Nesvita CalciPlus Milk.

Good, I need Calcium to lock into me left knee, which is feeling very 'rusty' lately.

14 days and I will look like Beyonce!! (Yay!)


Ginger : Or more like me perhaps ...?
Mom : Yikes!

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Wounded Wednesday : 2 days 8 hours to 2011


This Lupie is wounded.
Feb-2010 - Lupus Nephritis (means "Kidneys" dude!)